summer in neverland

...the summer I spent there
is the summer I'll miss all over.

the padawan

I is to be unknown..
for me to be able to love and serve fairly..
for me not to be tempted to vie for recognition..
for me not to expect love and service in return..
for my true intetions not to be unveiled..
my fate is to be misunderstood
because I am created to serve only and exist silently..

once in a blue moon

Pale moonlight showers the earth tonight.
There and again I dream.
I wish.
In silence I scream.

I dream of a love
I thought I have received
Indeed, I did,
But now I have woke up.

I wish to go back
And leave this dreadful piece unfinished.
Go back to where I knew
The moon turns to blue.

I scream, I did scream.
Wonder no voice.
The depth of this course is deep.
The echoes of the unspoken voice then said from within:
“You’ll be there just once,
You’ve been there once in your blue moon,
You’ll be there just once.
Leave now you should,
For the dawn is hasty creeping.”